FEAR

ok so i have a confession...... i admit that i do partner with fear quite alot and i know fear is not of God, but sometimes i partner with it. not a good thing at all. and tonight was one of those nights....

I was walking from the hotel i am staying at with my mum on Robson street back to the Empress as i had a war room shift to do. it was like 10:00 when i left my hotel on Robson. now its a good 15 minute walk to the Empress.... and i have to tell you that there was quite a bit of that journey where i was quite fearful. funny thing is, it wasnt in the Downtown Eastside, Canada's poorest postal code that is very dodgy, but it was in the 'normal' part of town. it wasnt until i hit Hastings when i calmed down a bit and felt a bit better. i dont get it. why would i be sooo fearful in the 'normal' area, but yet not fearful at all walking past homeless, drug addicts, drug dealers and prostituted people. i cant even explain it. maybe its cuz i am familar with my area, maybe its cuz the streets are packed... i really dont know. i cant explain it. anyone got suggestions??? cuz i sure as heck dont understand it.