man i got major conviction on Monday. every monday i do this program called mac school. and its tough stuff... i find it really hard to love the kids. these kids most days have absolutely no respect.

anywayz, joshua got hurt and he had a little scratch on his knee and there was no one in the office, but i found a teacher and she fixed it up and we got talking. she teaches one of our little girls, one of the hardest girls to take care of u will ever meet. and i said "how do you do this every day, i come here once a week and thats plenty for me. i just cant do this, how do u do it?" and she said " we just love the kids. all of the teachers just love these kids and wouldnt want to be anywhere else." oh SNAP! i dont even know whether this chick is Christian, but if she isnt oh man, she just fully outdid me in the love department. i just got fully convicted about loving these kids. i need to love them.

but in all fairness, i didnt choose to do this program of kids ministry!!! so i blame denise on that one! she assigned me there.... its all your fault Denise!