Missing Home alot!

hey everyone,
well the past week has been really hard.... i have been sooo blessed with a family to spend Christmas with.... sooo blessed. Becky's family has been really good to me. but it has been such a hard week.

i have been missing my friends and family like crazy. i cant imagine what its going to be like to go another 9 months without seeing all of my friends and family other than Andy and my mum. i cant imagine spending another 9 months away from everyone. i got told the first 3 months were always the hardest when away, but i have found the first 3 months the easiest. now its the hardest... especially now that Denise is not going to be in Vancouver... i will miss her heaps and heaps. Last night, i was crying heaps and heaps. all week i have been trying to act strong and pretend that i am not as homesick as i am, but it didnt work. last night, i cried alot. i was with Becky and i am glad that i am with her, cuz she just seems to get it.... like not necessarily understand but she just gets it. she knows i am thankful that i get to spend christmas at her house, but she also knows that i am homesick and there is nothing wrong with that. she just gets it when i tell her, i feel as though some ppl dont. some ppl dont really get it... they think i either have to be feeling totally blessed or totally homesick... there is an in between.

so to all my friends back home in Aust, i love u soooo much and i miss u sooooo much and wish i could see u.... even for a day.