1 week down

so summer assignment is definitely underway and we have had a week of it already. my week has been fairly decent. definitely some ups and definitely some challenges. today i am not in a very happy mood.

i am doing a War Room shift and God is speaking to me, which is cool but i just wish i wasnt doing this war room shift out of a sense of duty because no one else would volunteer. my attitude isnt that great, cuz i should be doing this out of love and servant hood, but instead i am doing this cuz i was the last resort and everyone else said no. so i know my attitude has to adjust, but this is a community war room. it shouldnt have to come to the last resort to fill a shift. i think the reason why i am a last resort is cuz to get to the war room i need to either walk 40 mins or spend $2.25 on a bus ticket.

sometimes i wish there were some more people who are jumping at the chance to be in the war room, and not just leaving it to half the community or whatever. but i know i need an attitude adjustment when it comes to having to do shifts like this. God blesses people in the war room whether they are expecting it or not. but i am the one missing out when my attitude stinks.